hey guys.
actually i have nothing much to post today.
but i just thought that maybe there is a need for myself to be heard.
i was bored, so i went to youtube, and searched nanhua.
amongst the various video results, one caught my attention.
i clicked on the NDP video.
i watched the performance, then i clicked on the rehearsal video.
waves and waves of memories filled my mind.
these memories were one of a kind; all the more beautiful.
for a moment, i felt like dying.
i thought that the 4 years in nanhua were fulfilling enough,
and i dont need to move on because i have lived life to its fullest.
i dont want to have unhappy memories, i only want the good ones.
the ones gathered from the 4 years in nanhua.
maybe that was why i wanted to die for that split second,
to keep my nanhua memories as the only memories i would ever have.

however the current reality serves only to contradict.
the juxtaposition of the past and present limpidly shows how unexpected life can be.
during the NDP period, i had everything.
my best friends, and of course someone very special.
now it seems like i have lost them all.
the subtleties of life never cease to throw me into deep thoughts.
which is the reason why i am always so emo now -.-
but nevertheless, one should look forward to many greater things in life.
though things seem tenebrous,
i believe that as long as i try to believe in life,
good things may come.
and i wouldnt mind waiting as well.
for love, forever is fine. because forever is all i have to offer apart from my heart
haha
anyway, here are the NDP videos found on youtube o.O

OMG 201'06 IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE VIDEO HAHAHA



GOOD JOB BY US :D *NOTICE THE LIL GAL SAYING "WA HEN MEI LEH NI KAN" HAHAHA





HAHA I LOVE NANHUA



syf opening 2006 :P good job guys