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MATThew Kok Hoong Jia (:

Nanhua High!!!!!!!! 101'05 201'06 302'07 402'08!

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10/01/92 :P

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

hey guys.
actually i have nothing much to post today.
but i just thought that maybe there is a need for myself to be heard.
i was bored, so i went to youtube, and searched nanhua.
amongst the various video results, one caught my attention.
i clicked on the NDP video.
i watched the performance, then i clicked on the rehearsal video.
waves and waves of memories filled my mind.
these memories were one of a kind; all the more beautiful.
for a moment, i felt like dying.
i thought that the 4 years in nanhua were fulfilling enough,
and i dont need to move on because i have lived life to its fullest.
i dont want to have unhappy memories, i only want the good ones.
the ones gathered from the 4 years in nanhua.
maybe that was why i wanted to die for that split second,
to keep my nanhua memories as the only memories i would ever have.

however the current reality serves only to contradict.
the juxtaposition of the past and present limpidly shows how unexpected life can be.
during the NDP period, i had everything.
my best friends, and of course someone very special.
now it seems like i have lost them all.
the subtleties of life never cease to throw me into deep thoughts.
which is the reason why i am always so emo now -.-
but nevertheless, one should look forward to many greater things in life.
though things seem tenebrous,
i believe that as long as i try to believe in life,
good things may come.
and i wouldnt mind waiting as well.
for love, forever is fine. because forever is all i have to offer apart from my heart
haha
anyway, here are the NDP videos found on youtube o.O

OMG 201'06 IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE VIDEO HAHAHA



GOOD JOB BY US :D *NOTICE THE LIL GAL SAYING "WA HEN MEI LEH NI KAN" HAHAHA





HAHA I LOVE NANHUA



syf opening 2006 :P good job guys


12:16 AM
kokykok

Friday, April 24, 2009

YAYYYYYY
went back to nanhua todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
omg i miss everybody like hell la.
i miss the school a lot too.
stepping into nanhua just gives that special and nostalgic homecoming feeeel~
it just magically removed all the fatigue accumulated after a long day in school o.O
went to attend the ceremony for awhile just to see my dear friends receive their prizes :D
GRATZZZZZZZ!
you guys deserve the prizes for all the hard work put in.
then we went to have a chit chat session with MR NGGGGG
who was obviously slacking at the canteen instead of being in the hall :P LOL
a most fitting teacher for such a slacker class HAHAHA!
not to forget our lovable miss yvonne lim, the paragon of english AK,
the super motherly mrs leuar, the cutest mr wee, the cute+zi high ms saw, the LOL mrs lee o.O and the fatherly ayeooo! didnt get to see ayeo though :(
felt great to wear my nanhua half-u back too LOLOL
oh man i miss the mornings when i woke up early,
donned my uniform proudly, then walked to schooooool.
taking public transport is such a chore and waste of time and money haizzz
after that we went to pizza hut to eatt and all
went home at around 10.30? its a good thing that i stay so near HAHAHA
WHAT A FULFILLING DAY IT WAS FOR ME!!!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN,402 FTW LOL
I LOVE YOU NANHUA
YOU ALL MADE ME FEEL LIKE LIFE HAS A MEANING AGAINN!
cant wait for the next visit and outing again hehehe B-)))))
okay i dont really know what to blog about le hahaha so
SAYONARAAA

10:43 PM
kokykok

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

oh man LOL
i'm sick againnnnn
dont know why i so suay LOL
i have nothing to blog about actually.
just thought that i had to keep my blog alive haha
i hate PW!!!!!!!
i think it's a total waste of my time and life.
like what the hell.
my teacher is super demanding.
i had to redo my PI -.-
hopefully this time she appreciates the effort i put in.
JJ's PW distinction rate is scarily appalling.
im afraid i wouldnt get my A.
prithee, let me get an A for PW!!!
rahhhhhhh
i have not started on my chem or physics tutorial yet.
screw PW -.- waste my time.
whatever manxzxz i shall go do my chem now byebyeeeeee

5:43 PM
kokykok

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

heyyy!
it has been quite a while since i last posted.
well i dont really know what to talk about as well.
life has been so mundane and trite.
i am really sick and bored of jc life -.-
it wont be long before i start breaking down ahhhhhhhhh T.T
i have so many tests coming up,
but i have so little time to prepare for them.
i seeeeee a 'tenebrous' future awaiting me LOL
but Good Friday is coming soon and im looking forward to it haha
hopefully i can unwind and relax totally on that dayyyy
DEB YOUR BED IS GOING DOWNNNNN
DERRICK AND I SHALL OWN YOUR BED ONCE AGAIN LOLOL
woooooooooooooooooo
it's time to go sing again B-)
byebyeeeeee

11:43 PM
kokykok

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

OH MAN LOL.
im so damn damn damn tired.
i think i should start sleeping earlier.
But anyway,,,,,,,,,,
i have been thinking quite a lot recently.
and i must say i have experienced an epiphany hahahaha
well, nothing lasts forever
nothing stays forever.
the only constant which is constant is change.
a change can be good, or bad.
but it shows that nothing in the real world is perennial.
i should let go when im supposed to.
like they say, '拿得起,放得下'
so, yeah. she's out of my life officially.
i cannot guarantee that i would get over her anytime soon,
but i have decided to wish her happiness,
and maybe attempt to protect her from a distance.
i dont know about that, and it may seem dumb for me to do so.
and though i may not be able to get over her for quite a while,
i still feel that there is no point in waiting anymore,
and that is why i've decided that i should not linger on any longer.
it is time to move onnnnnn~~~
and i know that there are many around me who are currently having similar experiences
well, guys, it is time to move on as well.
we know that as long as we live on, we have many chances ahead B-)
so let us not allow the past to obscure pur vision,
and continue looking forward,
always on the lookout for new chances and opportunities.
life is not a bed of roses, but we do not need that many roses right -.-
having a few is enough.
no wait, im not making sense LOLOLOLOL AIYA HECKKKKK HAHAHAHA
woooooooooooooooooooo im tired i shall go rest hahaha
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeexzxzxzxzxzxzzxzasxsxzsxzxsxzs!

3:41 PM
kokykok

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