heyyyyyoooo~ had a great time yesterday! Thanks guys(mop,jos,zl,kiwi,derrick,sib,kj,hy,fj) for giving me such wonderful memories. Special thanks to sibyl and her dad for booking the hotel room! It was super duper kewlxzxz! Feeling lazy to recall and narrate what we did, but im sure the fun we had together can never be expressed in words~~~ LOL. But upon reaching home this afternoon i felt emooo T.T I dont know why as well. Maybe it was the emoness of the jay chou songs which made me emo too LOOL. Anyway anyway, i like the lyrics of this song by jay chou:

说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散乱了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的懂了
怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一叙说着 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

haiya. dont know whats wrong with me LOL. I just cant seem to let go. I cant seem even dare to love someone anymore. Im afraid of the pain it will cause lol. Omg i feel like shitxzxzxz totally. RAHHHHHHH! emoemoemeomeomoemoemo